2009年10月31日星期六 '
11 01
哭到痛了，
痛到哭了。
不管我哭到怎样
都不会有人理我
是我自己笨蛋，
要选择他的。
昨天是自己冲动
这样跟他说。
或许…
这一切都是我的错。。
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10 31
今天，
- 去朋友家。
- 剪头发。
- 大胆说了某些话。
- 去了一间从来没去过的理发店。
- 心情低落。
- 什么也不想说。
- 迷上了偶像剧：桃花小妹，下一站，幸福。
- 老哥原本答应要去买baskin robbins 给我的，哪里知道说自己生病不能吃，而我也不能吃了。=-=
明天，
- 去PM.
- 想买会上次那件衣服。
- 希望会发生某些因为你而让我快乐的事情。
- 就这样。
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10 31
又在来了。
又在来了…
那种感觉,
被人遗弃的感觉很难受。
我真的受不了。
妈麻拿水果给我吃我也没心情
吃了几个就放在旁边了。
心情低落到很想哭,
可是你不在我身边。
你去庆祝万圣节了..
你可以为了为了游戏而不理我一整天。
我也没跟你发牢骚。
一直忍...
也许，等到也是一种幸福~
2009年10月30日星期五 '
10 31
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10 31
A=他[TQ]
B=女[SY]
C=男[A]
D=男[J]
E=男[J2]
昨晚真的是有爽到啦。
没想到A会打来。
看到他的名字真的有点高兴。
可是。
今天你真的很让我失望。
失望，失望，失望。
整晚只会跟我吵。
哎。
因为你打来，我关掉了B的电话。
而跟你说了39分钟06秒。
B,C,D,E信息来我都不回
就只回你的。
为什么?
唉。
虽然你对我有好一点。
可是，
今早。
现在。
刚才。
都让我很失望。
我承认我对你是有感觉，
可是…
我还是无法告诉你。
就这样下去吧。
或许对我们都好。
2009年10月29日星期四 '
10 30
Arhssss
Stomach pain the whole day.
Early in the morning papa fetch me to eat kali mee ~
haha.
My lovessst.
Papa look like moody aneh eh..
So scare.
Dunno why stomach so pain.
Vain in the toilet dunno how many times ady
=-=
This Sunday.
Go out shopping or Go Ching Wei's house study?
Which one better?
If Go shopping, Mindy them will say me..
If Go Her house study Sze yi will angry me arh..
Aiyorr..
Can anyone tell me which one better?
This few daysss.
Always hear tiok :
Carrine arh.. Go study lar.aiyorr. I'm good for u u noe?
ahduii/
I also wan study d mar.
But when i wanna start study i tiok wan slp ki liao.
Yorr.
Anyone can help me??!
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10 30
We two got som
e jing bu d lar.
;D [ps har.
Chinese+English=Rojak]
However,
No one can replace u in my heart.
I stil loving you.
Maybe U
dunno about it..
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10 30
Finally , finally can update picsss dy
All also Carrine vaining nia ;D
Anyway , Enjoy ~
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10 30
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10 30
Those are the day during i 吃斋。
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10 30
This picture is that day kebakaran i curi-curi capture d
;D
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10 30
LMAO!
So heavy rain ytd.
My School Uniform all wet ki.
My shoes also Black ki~
All Wet..!
Van aunty give me & Zi ling an umbrella.
We put out bag in van liao ko take mindy go her bus there.
Back to van.
Feel so hot liao we open air-cone untill big big.
Liao after that they feel so cold?
But i stil feel veli hot.
Funny rite?
Haha.
No sch today.
Yipexx.
On9 the whole day. & doing ntg there ?
;D
Someone kena gantung. =-=
Ccc.
Keh gao gao.
aikss..
2009年10月28日星期三 '
10 29
上线整个上午，
只是为了等待你那半个小时的上线。
说的话没超过五十句，
这样做值得吗？
我不懂。
我只想要
你理我多一点，
可以吗？
虽然我和你并不是很认识。
可是我只想我们之前有多一点的沟通…
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10 29
bla bla blahh.
Now i only noe i got alot of homework didnt finish lehh.
But i'm stil here Blogging,xdo-ing, msn-ing.
Lalala.
Later go sch only do lar
My bad dream happen ady lar .
I duwan~~
Can u just chat v me?
Haiss..
I tiok noe today will like tat d.
Maybe u all dunno what i talking lar.
Just view tiok can le ..
xD
Wateva..
Now prepare-ing for sch. .
Bye
2009年10月27日星期二 '
10 28
累了，
过了，
痛了，
哭了，
爱了，
伤了，
什么都做了，还不足够吗？
我承认我是外貌学会的，
但我又能怎样？
这就是我
不可能改变的我。
或许我注重外表多于内心。
外貌+内心=标准
放弃了你才来苦苦哀求
没信心了
放手这只是唯一可以做的
不再爱了
你的所作所为
我真很失望
为什么你总是改不了那种男人的语气?
难道这一切只有我错吗？
为什么我总是忘不了你对我做的
我真的忘不了
太深了，伤的我太深了
对不起，
我放弃了。
我知道你还是爱着我，
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受，
我的心再也不可能容下任何一个
因为……
不是因为我的心已住下了他
而是
我宁愿单身
什么都不要。
我不想再有任何人来打扰我的生活。
一个人静静的在房间里。
想起之前的回忆不是更好吗？
或许我可以单恋任何一个
但不是接受任何一段新的恋情
我只要单身，
或许这只是三分钟热度。
我不懂？
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10 28
No OC got life.
Got OC no life.
Didint go OC today.
You can say me ponteng or what lar.
I don't want go tiok tiok ler.
I'm
Lazy
I'm
Tired.
What also can lar.
Yesterday our class got bee inside.
LOl.
Make untill someone shout.
Stil is boy tim~
Boh lo iong hor?
haha
Thn Nicholas & Kin wai tiao ti at LBT period go down find teacher
Si pek tiao ti lor.
Didnt care about LBT
Keep rush my Sc note book during his period. ==
Thn go home nothing do d lor.
haha.
Don't really care about exam.
Haiss..
I just wanna good result but dont want hardworking.
LOL
2009年10月25日星期日 '
10 25
刚刚去买东西的时候
眼泪已经快掉出来了。
但自己还是忍着
等到回家时，
才躲在房间拼命哭。
哭过了心情好了点。
多谢爸爸陪在我的身边。
是爸爸安慰我
才让我的心情好点。
自己就在房间拼命做功课
希望可以忘掉一切。
告诉自己，
不管发生什么事都一定要勇敢面对。
不管微笑的背后隐藏了多少痛，
也要忍者。
做回以前坚强的自己，
可以吗？
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10 25
Now i only noe wat means of friend?
fri-end.
End. = The end.
The end of the friendship.
I don't need friendsss..!!
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10 25
So many thingsss happen at ytd nitex n today.
blah blah blahhh.
Lazy to upload those picc.
maybee ltr? maybee next time?
I have no enuf of timee.
Why we only have 24 hours a day?
Aiksss.
Yesterday nitex, 01:xx am like tat.
My house = Those flat.
Huo zaii liao.
LOL!
thn mummy wake me up.
thn go down ppl see ppl .
actually the fire ady digelap jor.
Curi-curi capture alot of picc .
Haha.
next time only upload
;D
Thn today...
Go Lily's restaurent agn.
Order A malak mian & cappucino.
The malak mian are so lak..
How to eat?
Lol.
Received those msg..
Make me dissapointed & speechless & out of feeling.
Don't reall wanna talk about it.
Just forget.
I just wanna be lonely.
Can everyone leave me alone?
2009年10月22日星期四 '
10 23
朋友？
朋友？？
我需要朋友吗？
那些朋友是否真心的与我们做朋友。
有难时他们是否会伸出援手？
还是只顾自己？
我承认我是自私的。
我不会与人分享我的东西。
我的意思是分享朋友。。。
呃...
很难解释。
在我身边的都是一些自己顾自己。
而不是患难见真情。
我不是说全部。
是说一些。
没想到一些跟我不是很好的
竟然是那种会伸出援手的。
比如坐在我旁边那位。
那些表面上很好
可是内心都是‘毒’的
比如她？
还是不要说名字出来。
他们与我交朋友是为了什么？
为了男生？
还是？？
算了。
我不说了。
**那些看到的自己心里知道就好。不要嘴巴多多讲出去**
最近我们班出现了两只疯狗。
整天在那边乱吠
以为会迎来大家的瞩目。
不过的确是。
也成为了我心中的小丑。
整天在那边斗女生。
这样很好玩吗？
你们还小啊？
这种也好玩。
喜欢人家就承认啦。
不要承认也不需要这样吧。
小丑！
你好乱啊！
Fuck .
Suckss.
SHUT UP!!
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10 23
Bla bla blahh!
Didn't in mood at all ytd.
After recess dunno why suddenly boh mood ki.
Keep thinking of him.
Thats what i can do during teacher teaching?
haha.
During PJ period.
Throw liquit to mindy.
thn throw too far liao.
Let the prefect take ki.
Arghh!!
I have no more liquid.
I will go buy later;D
Blek.
We all decided to go marathon in november.
haha.
We are crazy right?
10 km~
so far arh.
Back from school.
Thn mummy fetch me to Lily's restourant eat pasta & kari mee
haha.
SO yummy ^^
How ever is Chi shu punya, also veli yummy .
haha.
Thn she meet her frensss there. liao chit-chat.
bla bla blah..!
what also can talk.
Liao ko saw my Kim Kim there.
with her temple fren.
liao they ask me :
You stil remember me?
LOl
Thn i sure say yayar.
I wont forget wat..!
Lolx.
After eating my mood are come back already .
Yiipii ^^.
Maybee food will make me hapii ?
hahax.
I think so.
I always eat alot of food when i moody .
Call me PIG..!!
2009年10月21日星期三 '
10 22
“一个人在这个夜里，孤单得难以入睡。
真的想找个人来陪。”
A song name lar.
but keep touch to me.
izzit i fall in love to you?
why i always finding u in the sch?
but...
maybee u have ady forget me?
Or?
I dunno.
but i feel that u have take the key and lock my heart.
You don't give anyone a chance to walk in my live.
is it that true?
Maybee.
I just know i'm finding you.
You all noe who is that "
YOU"?
Lol.
Secret.
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10 22
Arhxx!!
I dont like teacher.
But i like homework.
I like to do homework all the time.
expecially copy ^^
I love copy .
I hate teacher.
They are being so kpc.
throw paper also nid to do that fierce face.
Puii..!
what what what disiplin.
Jia saii tiok got lar
This post is talking about ytd.
Moral teacher: MR.FOONG JIN YUAN.
Do you all think that he good?
Maybee.
But i dont think so.
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10 22
I wan to share this to all .
Haha.
Funny. but touch our heart. ;D
2009年10月19日星期一 '
10 20
I love my skin.
Me to You ^^
I'm me to you lover..
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10 20
Lmao.!
My camera have spoilt
How?!
prepare?
I dunno.
Ask my mum. xD
Not i breake down it wan.
Sorry .
I wan back my camera.
Mr.Pandabubu :
You sick d hor?
Ahduii~
Who ask u keep eat kfc.
what also eat eat eat.
YOu see.
Now sick d lor.
aikxxx.
Dunno what to say.
T.care yourself.
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10 20
Steal this image from someone blog.
I'm not pencuri ar.
Don't catch me.
The woman in the pic is my grandma.
i have long time didnt saw her.
Lol.
Miss her?
Maybee.
If wanna go visit her must ask daddy fetch me to butterworth only can saw her.
So far leh.
I'm quite lazy too.
;D
Grandma,
Be hapii always .
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10 20
Updated my blog at the last minutes.
Wanna go sch ler.
BUt stil didnt prepare.
Dint change U-niform yet.
Cham.
Keep change blog skins & xdo.
Lol.
Crazy me create a new acc of xdo agn. =-=
Thn train agn.
Up 3 lvl in the morning.
641combo in a song. xD
Hapii ^^
Thursday ka continue play.
2moro morning got practise.!!
Arghh..!
Hate it.
This saturday competition.
DIdn't prepare.
what also didnt.
Didnt borrow instrument.
DIdn't Didn't Didn't !!
I'm lazy at all.
Call me PIG. ;D
A suitable name for me .
Exam?
Didnt study at all.
When i only wanna start my study?
Go fren house?
or at room air-conditioned study alone?
Duh~
Maybee.
Mummy say 2moro tiok wanna "Chi Shu" liao.
My Fish. TT
Fly away~.
Now only think tio got MO XIE later.
DIdnt study pun.
Later ka study lar.
whateva..
Or maybe zuo bi?
xD
2009年10月18日星期日 '
10 18
A TB day.
Dreaming the whole day
Thn follow Gu Po go Sunshine Jelutong.
With a sweat wearing.
Suddenly saw tiok someone => Jun ting.
Lol.
So lang bei that time.
Sia suii punya.
Whateva lar.
Just a stranger for me.
A TB look for me today.
Wearing a TB shirt + TB pants.
A Surprise for everyone?
Maybee.
і ωоит ѕтоp тђє fёёlіиg то чоu
2009年10月16日星期五 '
10 17
Bla bla blahh.
At home again.
My cousin come my house.
Then they come in my room.
Liao stil run run run .
They Gou tiok my laptop eh wire liao all close ki.
Lmao.
Kiam pak ka beh si.
Scold them.
Cause really kek ki.
Ho chaii using mozilla firefox all thing didnt gone.
download-ing audition ho chaii didnt stop.
Cause using file manager.
Ho chaii ho chaii ho chaii ^^
If not i will kill them!!
No OC.
Cause?
xxxx . secret.
I wan quit..!!
Geram!!
They take my bear bear.
Walao.
No one can take them away..!!
Kill-ing.
xxxx
2009年10月15日星期四 '
10 16
感情和理性之前真的很矛盾的
女：为什么你会选择爱我？
男： 为什么鸟会飞？为什么鱼会游？因为这是命中注定。命中注定 我爱你。
女：【感动】
Copy From: 有营煮妇。Ep28.
Support it..!!
If i'm that girl i will choose Ken.
I wont choose a PIG as my husband.
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10 16
Friday.
I love today.
;D
Need to pass up my "bao zheng shu"
Lmao.
Stil need to give parents sign.
Hocaii my mummy so good. Sign for me.
She didnt scold me pun. =S
But i hope i really do it lar.
Not dare to post up that "karangan" i write.
But scare scare he wanna see parents.
1st day go in hall tio wanna play this game.
Duh~ Sia suii.
Ushh.
Got a new movie already. ^^
CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF MEATBALLS.
I wan see..!!
Wait Wait Wait.
Wait a few weeks.
Cause i keep go out this feel dayss.
Need to "rest".
I'm a Good girl izzit? xxD
Dunno why.
Yesterday i so guaii.
At bedroom open air-cone. do my homework.
And want my homework become perfect.
12:xx ka sleep.
Panda eye come out d.
But i stil didnt finish all.
Whatever lar.
I will finish it todayyy.
2moro. didnt got activiti !
Yeah!
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10 16
*this post actually wanna post at last last last last time, but i'm late. PSPS*
I wanna say this to someone :
我不会介意别人怎样看我，
最重要的是你是怎么觉得的？
或许你会记得我的笑容，
因为你从来都没看过我哭泣的样子。
我们擦身走过的那一刹那，
你知道那是我吗？
有一种爱虽然不能够在一起，
但却因喜欢而原因防守成全祝福而显得更有意义。
你的动作，每个笑容都足以改变我的心情。
我的心情随着你而晴，随着而暗…
你让我清楚明白，爱上一个不会有结果的人真的会让自己痛苦……
缘分到底是什么东西？
为什么我和你的缘分那么浅？
失去的，挽不回；未得的，要不到。
将来的，将来再说。过去的，就让它过去吧！
【如果当初我明白了这一句，我就不会死不放手】
You're the one Forever in My heart, You'll never know how much I love you.
It's hard for me to say, because there' no word can describe my love for you.
You're so special. .The Wondeful gift that I never had.
Sorry, if I make you angry.
Sorry, if sometimes I didn't do what you say.
Sorry, Sorry if i had broken your feelings.
Sorry, Sorry, Sorry for everthing.
How much I love you?
其实爱情就像磨石子一样，有人总想捡到一个适合自己的石子，
但你又如何知道自己什么时候能够捡到呢？
或许捡到的时候，你不是很满意，但请记住，人是有弹性的！
很多事情是可以改变的，只要有心，有勇气……语气到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如将自己拥有的石头磨亮。
别把随地未知的石头都捡起， 珍惜你所拥有的， 这都是恋爱的开始 。
不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手。
我不是要撒谎，只是想要考研人性。
【为什么当初你不会这样觉得？是我真的做错了吗？】
For him.
2009年10月13日星期二 '
10 14
My Small Bed Family ;D
They are mine ^^
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10 13
I tell myself that i don't really need you in mylife.
You're not my Mr.Right
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10 13
迷失方向了？
我？
怎么了。
整天无所事事。
好像很空闲这样。
以前都不会这样的。
我……的心到底飞去那里了？
上次和M一起说要考到二十名以内的？
我能吗？
就在最后一次的考试……
决定明年我回去那一班……
我还会这样游手好闲吗？
为了钢琴而努力？
为了妈妈而努力？
为了自己而努力？
可是，
我没有心读书。
2009年10月12日星期一 '
10 13
What a fcuk afternoon
Didnt outing.
Didnt chating.
Didnt watching
Just keep xdo-ing.
Lolx
But keep lag!
pek chek.
Yesterday got a mind that wanna go "double C" today.
But he say that there didnt have summer passion.
So didnt go ady.
aikxxx.
I'm hungry now..
Wating mum cum back and cook for me.
arhxx.
Have a nice memories this morning
;D
Th last day of PMR
Lol.
He?
Important to me?
You're my Mr.Right?
You arent my Mr.Right, i wont drip any tears for such a jerk. But i'm stil loving you. Why?
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10 13
Lolx. Today no School.
So syiok.
Didnt go where.
At home
;D
I'm tired.
Sleep Better .
2009年10月9日星期五 '
10 05
I noe i'm rude today.
But i really cnt tahan already.
Sorry to my readersss.
But not YOU!
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10 05
I noe i'm rude today.
But i really cnt tahan already.
Sorry to my readersss.
But not YOU!
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10 10
Fuck Off.
Sucks OC
Sucks Pengetua.
So wat?
You say me & her didnt concentrate when tai ji.
How about you ?
Lmao!
You also didnt concentrate.
Scold ppl also wanna stand behind the table.
CHiw!!
Laosy.
You noe how to play tai ji meh?
Lmao.
Write report ma write lar.
SO wat?
See principle ma see lar.
Will die ar?
Cibaii
Ask me & her to show.
Thn change you show you noe meh?
Just keep saying us.
Sucks F4.
After 4in you all also juz sit at there & talking ppl bad things..
DIdnt practise also.
Lame!
Sucks!
Brainless
Useless!
I & her are good friend but so?
MYOB.
noe wat tat means?
dunno go use ur mum lar.
like a child aneh!.
Puiii!
GBP.
I didnt talk v her when playing tai ji.
I juz wanna tell her she did wrong ady.
Kayss!
Dunno Dont simple say lar.
Puiii!
Becareful After Today..
BRAINLESS!
YOU not really have disiplin!
Don't think tat i juz joking.
I'm serious.
YOU!
Lmao.
You child cum out no eyes d lar.
C*ba*
2009年10月8日星期四 '
10 09
就这样快的。
现在已经是星期五早上了。
昨天发生了好多好多事情。
就昨天早上mindy来我家，
我们就走路去搭巴士去PM
那里知道下雨，
幸亏我们有带雨伞
要不然就糟糕了。
妈的！
去到那边就被几个anty缠住。
靠。
每跟你大声就好了咯，
还在那边死缠烂打。
【抱歉抱歉，这几天说话有点粗，拍写啊】
然后Mindy就去剪头发。
哇老。
剪刘海罢了也要16块有没有搞错。
真是。。。
然后我们就一家一家店去看，试了很多衣服。
可是都没买。
只买了一件T-shirt,妈呀。
过后试了一件很适合我的衣服，可是没买。
真是不爽。
够力，
这个星期日一定要叫爸爸带我去买。
然后我们就去吃Mcd,Mindy看我吃咖哩鱼丸这样好吃，
他也要吃。
哈哈哈。
然后就去Popular。
买一支笔。
thn去BG买了一个铅笔盒。
就这样，
满疯狂的。
不过还不至于无可救药那种。
然后我们就做teksi回家，
回到我家也要15块了。
原来现在东西都这样贵的。==
算了算。
今天我回了RM9X.xx
哇老。
我有这样猛吗？
真是想不到。
一回到家就被骂。
忘记关风扇罢了嘛，
也要骂
又不是忘记关冷气。
哇老。
废的。
真是够神经的。
越来越偏心。
越来越过分。
对这个家一次又一次的失望。
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就是这件衣服 TT